The 'ugly' truth

"Something has to be wrong somewhere." was very disturbing. It was troubling me for the past few days.

I went for this interview last week and was hopeful that this should be the right company I should be in.

During the interview, kinda realised this wasn't the job that I thought it will be. As such, I kinda put it in a way whereby I don't mind trying. In actual fact, I wasn't keen to take it up and I left.

Before I got home, the director dropped me an SMS saying they are looking for someone of a little more working experience. Ya, I got rejected before I reached home... A bit sad though...

Today, I had another 'interview' with one of the interviewers. I was told that I wasn't convincing enough to take up the job though I was the most suitable candidates among all others.

At first, I thought I wasn't good enough for them. Now then I realised, I can't even convince myself to like that job. Being honest, told where my interest in and the interviewer is good enough to help me keep a lookout.

Choosy in a way whereby I know which career path I want to take. In this case, i wont be wasting everyone's time.

So right now, I'm back to square 1... But at least, i have more faith in myself.. ;)